Hate

Started to hate myself
For keep doing everything that make others upset and mad
By accidentally, and also intently
Why am i keep doing it without knowing it?
I am too immature
Already forgotten that different ways treat different people
I thought others thinking will same as mine
But then, it seems only me appeared to be the different one
I am so sorry for being so differently
Please give me time to adapt
Thanks
Sorry again, if i started to keep everything to myself
It's a process of adapting