got our results
sometimes my sixth sense quite good..
this time really got 3.82

but
cried after knowing the results
happy tears?
nah!
at that time
i feel like "oh shit!"
"why like that?!"
my mind full of HOW & WHY
yea, our poor fellow failed her PJ

when everybody looked at me is like
"why she's crying so sadly but she got 3.8?"
they never knew how WE feel
neither she too i guess

cried out loud
slamming at the wall
really feels better
but all this doesnt help AT ALL!

seeing her suffer mentally everyday is a suffer to us too
at least she feels better when she's beside sunnie
she is trying her best to pass the retake
but when seeing her tired after staying up late to study
haiz... mm gam ar...










feel so useless
nothing i can do
i better keep quiet than making her feel more depressed
dont wannna give her any more pressure