3rd time im facing to death in swimming pool
but this time is the most serious one
i not yet reach tat standard
how m i going to take the exam?
yet im still having trauma now
my hands and legs still shake
feel dizzy and want to faint every time i flash back the scene
i wish to do it better
but
can i overcome this scary feeling first?
suddenly feel that im so weak mentally
normally people that knows psychology cant cure his/herself
will try my very best